Mizuki... But you have this habit of putting yourself and your feelings down, if you can't think that they are beautiful even if they are bad - how will you come to learn more about yourself? [ She is still braiding his hair. ] It's like a water spout - or a river... And a beavers damn. Rather than let it flow naturally, you are building a wall to contain it - where else will it go?
[ Mizuki is absolutely leaning into Caoimhe while he braids his hair because Rubie forgot to include this last time because mobile tags are HARD. It reminds him of when Susie would braid his hair, giving him the occasional trim and making sure his hair never got too unruly. She would do well here, he thinks. She could help him cut those budding white leaves from his hair, too… ]
I'm not— No, this is different, Caoimhe. That's the problem. I'm not… [ Huff. ] I'm not bottling up anything. I'm being honest, and… at least… I think I am?
… It's hard to explain. I love a lot of people here at the Grove, it's just that my respect for Add and Elsword is a little bit higher because they're heroes. I-it's a bit like having an idol or looking up to a mentor, you know? That's all it is.
Hmm... Is that so[ She is looking at the leafs we totally forgot they are there. She wonders why they are there - those shouldn't be there. SHe is a little more concerned than usual. ] Are you sure?
[ Is her question, to place a sense of finality to it. Then, after he's given his answer she will say: ] Do you want to go talk to him together? I can come with you, if you are nervous.
…No. I don’t know what I would tell him. Besides I-I think this is really fresh, and I don’t know what I would tell Add if he tried to ask me why I did it.
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Is it okay if I just stay with you for a bit? I can help you with chores or… we can just cuddle or something?
I understand. [ Caoimhe gives him a little head pat. Taking the understanding that Mizuki wanted to try to move on from it, and think about other things. She begins to look over to the unfolded pile of sheets she was in the middle of tidying away, ] Do you want to? I just have to finish folding these and then place them away.
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because Rubie forgot to include this last time because mobile tags are HARD.It reminds him of when Susie would braid his hair, giving him the occasional trim and making sure his hair never got too unruly. She would do well here, he thinks. She could help him cut those budding white leaves from his hair, too… ]I'm not— No, this is different, Caoimhe. That's the problem. I'm not… [ Huff. ] I'm not bottling up anything. I'm being honest, and… at least… I think I am?
… It's hard to explain. I love a lot of people here at the Grove, it's just that my respect for Add and Elsword is a little bit higher because they're heroes. I-it's a bit like having an idol or looking up to a mentor, you know? That's all it is.
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[ Is her question, to place a sense of finality to it. Then, after he's given his answer she will say: ] Do you want to go talk to him together? I can come with you, if you are nervous.
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Is it okay if I just stay with you for a bit? I can help you with chores or… we can just cuddle or something?
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